WaT ThE HeLl iZ HaPpEnInG

watz wrong wif me...

2009-10-26T20:49:00.005+08:00

i hate tiz part ryte here..but g0t to let it out..hmmm..soriey dearest inaa..

hey guyz...i n0e itz along tyme since i update..i mean very long..

juz n0t @ h0me as use to..was oweas out..juz read inaa's blog..well..

nvm..if eu tink ur alone,ur wrong inaa...eu hve hve yat hu cares so much abt eu..

n eu hve tina hu will oweas be ter fer eu..unlike me..eu shuld tink urself inaa..

im n0t saying to criticise or blame ani1..but wat eu say in ur blog,truely hurts me..

taqpe larh i niey kan saper..juz miz the old tymes..i tot we're close..

but.....eu are juz shifting apart..urself..yes i n0e eu are hving a hard tyme insyde eu...
well...i shuld n0t say further..i wuld want to..but...tiz wuld be my last msg to eu..

do cheer up..tc..terz alot out ter hu cares n love eu..don tink ur alone...

eu stil hve ur skewl mates ryte? bare in mynd inaa..i had n0 1..ur the onliey
1 left..&...nvm...itz in my name aniway.."MISS INDEPENDENT" wat eva...

itz sux okey..being totally alone n left out..da larh...eu do tc..going off n0w..ily...imy..

ps: abt fyaa,i dyd msg eu k..but ter was n0 rply..slalu arh..msg pon susah eu naq rply..

i n0e im n0t needed in euu..i juz feel okey..juz saying wat i felt..don take tiz too criouzly

n hard on urself..itz okey..i juz hate watz happening btween us..watz going on..hate

it so much...taqper larh..i don noe wat else to say..im juz too upset n i don n0e..
hahaha..bare in miynd..if eu see me smile doesn't mean im hapiey okey..im n0t..

n eu as a gerl,as a fren shuld approach me fer watz happening..if eu hate me koz

ur jelez,i undastnd..but eu shuld say it directly to me..ieu shuld rily

noe wat i meant by tiz msg.."if ur jelez n mad,tell me directly in my face"

euu n0e wat...datz it...i n0e eu wuld tell sme1 or ppl abt tiz..but criouzly inaa..eu shuld n0e urself

betta okey..i juz wanna clear tingz out wif eu..okey i n0e i've said tiz alot of tyme..
tc a'aitez..euu guyz too...going off n0w...bye..

fyi: imy........ily...... =:::::::(

myt adss gerlz 2day!!

2009-10-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

today was supposed to werq..but g0t a call fr0m inaa last minit..
ader open haus lar shey..hahaaha.MKN!!!!!!!!! hahahah!!
sabrina was having an open haus..n was invited...yeah2...hahha..
so yeah..planned wif inaa..met her @ wdlnds mrt..dammit..taq skolar lagy..
ezlink cnnt use..babi..bt den g0t refund...hahha..ala $3.40 is still keching2 okey..$$$$ hahahaha
ala...i didn't took pictures arh..pape view sab nyer bloq kk..she has it all..evn inaa..but taq full
pai mlm...hahaha..so yeah..met inaa..get ezlink refunded..(werd eng kerh tuh?? gasak larh..fhm Kan) hahaha...den off to triple8 to myt syima & the rest..janji nyer kul 3.30pm..jmper nyer kul 4..taqper..den wait fer another group..so around 4.30p to 5pm g2 aru geraq g umah sab..ptng aperh..hahahaha..but still get to myt the adss gerlz..

kecho kat umah sab..we had alot of funz..lame taq jmper..& lagy i bwaq my baby...
tercampaq2 dyer..hahaha..evrybody wantz to play wif her..cheyy cheyy..dpt pujian dary maq sab arh..she say i da kurus...*kembang* hahahahha..but i am okey...wakaakaka...
den we had photo taken..taq abez2 dorng cam-whore...gerlz~~~ hahahahaha..
den i had a new fren name shiqin..she was 19..sab's skewl mate..gereq perh dyer..
fun to toq to larh..smokin samer2..whole lot of fun...

ckop tyme most of dem had to leave..so left me,sab(of koz) & shiqin...but yeah2..sme1 agreed to come..hahaha...ada arh...hahahaha..so jyeah..den we syt n chat..n laugh..den itz tyme fer shiqin to go..jauh tuh aleq jurong..ahahah...ciyan dyer..me,sab & dat sme1 sent shiqin to the mrt n bck to sab's crib..den mkn lagy..hahahaha..gereq2..btol..hahahaha..so called last 1 fren arh g2 standing..i went bc @ 10pm...hahahaha.lao bley naq smpai open haus jady close haus...hahaha....but den g0t my baby an..so hve to make a move..

till here larh..da aleq naq ckp aper lagy kan..hahahhaa...ohh ohh yeah..afta sending shiqin to the mrt..wen we return..i met my ex..OMG!! hamzah! hahaha..was @ sab's crib...hahahaha...WTH! but evryting was kewl..he ept luing @ me..hahahaha...sicko! hahahaha..soriey boie..n0 can do...hahahaha....

okey larh..bye smuer!! camat hariey rayer maaf zahir dan batin!!! =p *peace*

wat a day

2009-09-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

penat siya nyariey..
lpaq2..hahaha..n0w iz lyk almost 1am..
guess wat.aru pai umah larh sheyy..hahaha...
lpaq2..wif manjer..si gyler tuh..da bising..but kewl arh..
hahaha..n0w got to do a new acc..leceh arhh..
acc tagged..haiya..ut nvm..since g0t ntg to do..hahahaha..
so off to do my tagged n0w..toodlezz..
pendeq kan post? da boring.niey je larh mampu ckp..
hahahahah...

the worst moment...

2009-09-03T11:23:00.002+08:00

tiz was supposed to be post last 2 dayz..
which iz on 1st sept..my brother's sentence.. =::::::::::::::::::::::::::::(
he was sentenced to jail fer a year..tiz iz n0t the 1st tyme i lost hym okey..
tiz iz hyz 2nd tyme serving jail term..i'm soriey ibu..i wasn't ter fer euu..
i was told my mum fainted upon hearing the BAD newz..i didn't knew aniting..
she didn't mention aniting wen she's bck..so i decided to ask my brother's gerlfren..
who really2 waited patiently & setie with hym..(but he didn't notice dat..haiyaa)
she told me about the sentenced..den she told me abt my mum..
kawww...sedyh perh..many tingz hppn around me tiz mth...
btol nyer bnyaq dugaan shey kene tempoh..& i hve n0 1 to support me..
inaa herself trying to pull herself bck together upon wat eva hppn..
ap....nvm...don't wanna mention 'hym' or even toq about it..
i guess im to upset to even wryte anymore..till here..peace

dammit larh~~!!

2009-09-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

afta 23rd of august..
i lost evrything!!
i fought wif my dearest besfren of all..my 1 & onliey fren truthfully..(inaa)
i lost the person whom i realised,i rily do love..(apul)
but wat the hack..tingz hve gone tiz way..aniweas,he g0t bck wif 'her'.. =::::::::::(
soriey ppl..i hve tiz bad habyt wen it c0mes into tiz situation,i can't mention the gerl's name..
it hurtz euu guyz...haish..i just finish reading 'hyz' blog..damn...
i rily3 break dwn..i cried euu guyz..itz lyk hard to except..but..........omg...*sigh*
so i guess datz the end of our story..(saaayyyyaaang pegy...saaayyyyaaang baleq,da melayang)
*rolling eyes* g0t 2 remove 'hyz' pics den..hope euu guyz last long & hapiey a'aitez..
got all the wishes of luck from me..i guess datz n0t much fer me to wryte anymore..
till here euu guyzz..tc..peace out..chalobeteh... *luqing away,waliking slowly* =::::::::::::::::::(

im soriey eu guyzz

2009-08-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

i am rilly3 soriey..im lost..
& lyk euu said inaa..ur're hurt by my decisions..
itz done anyways..i may hve chosen the wrong the path..
but..hmmm..we myte n0t be in cntct as we use to DULU..( i wont tell eu abt tiz,it hurtz)
tuh DULU peh cyter wen ur're ALONE..hmmm..*rolling eyes*
ahhhh wat the hack..lead ur lyfe a'aitez ppl..
tanx fer evrything euu ppl hve done & help me..
& im soriey fer evrything dat i've done to euu ppl..
hopefully euu ppl hapiey k..last long inaa & yat..
saayyyaang,i mean apul..niyice n0eing euu..
had a great memorial tyme wif euu..do tc a'aitez..
hve fun euu guyzz...i will stop troubling euu guyz fr0m tiz moment..
as i feel i am all tiz while..hmmmm.. -__________-
wish eu ppl all the best in lyfe..peace out..
i mean it..fr0m n0w..i'm....... =::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::[

the worst mystake..=[ feat a piece of mind

2009-08-28T12:17:00.004+08:00

itz been a few days n0w..saayyyaang has n0t kol or msg me..
he's been ignoring me..n0t answering to all my msgs..
i have yet to try calling hym though..too afraid to do so..
n0t even 1 msg..i n0e he will n0t update hyz blog but he will read ours..(mine,inaa's & yat's)
damn i mish hym..wer iz he? wat he's doing? hw is he?
evrytyme my phone rang,i was expecting fer hyz msg..but it turn out to be n0t..

we talked about tiz..he agreed..he say he was okey wif it..fer the 1st 2 days..
we were as normal..but afta dat..it was a sudden silent..
i waited fer hyz call..waited fer hyz msg..waited fer hym to be onlyne..
it sh0ws hw much he iz rily avoiding me..i'm soriey cause i n0e im in the wrong here..
but ppl make mystake..& onliey fr0m ter they learn..
i've learned myne..i just lost sme1 i love truely..
it was n0t an act saayyyaang..i've told euu..itz true..
im still holding on to ur werdz..wer by euu told me..
"i will oweas be here" =.........[
& im still wearing ur ring..hah..evn though i get f*** fer dat..
i don care..*rolling tears*
if onliey i knew tiz wuld hppn,if i knew the future before hand..
i wont do tiz..i wont let euu slip out of my hand..
i'm soriey baby..plz forgive me..
atleast a last msg or smeting..instead of tiz sudden silent..
itz killing me okey..eu may tot im hapiey out here..
but criouzly truely,im N0T..
im squeezing my head tingking of euu..
evn though i happen to be wif hym..i d0n't think he's ter @ all..=[

duduk bersama di tepi pantai..
pertama kali kita bertemu..
selepas itu kita selalu bersantai..
tidak sekali pun ku rasa jemu..

kau telah mencuri hatiku..
dengan keikhlasan tingkah lakumu..
namun aku tetap membisu..
kerna takut kau tidak bisa menerimaku..

akhirnya kita bersama..
dengan penuh riang dan ketawa..
tetapi dengan kebodohan aku ini..
kita terpisah jua..

haha..okey tiz whole ting random okey...
it juz came into my mind..haha..
im good @ composing music..but n0t rilly a poem..
hahaha..itz n0t aniway..may sound lyke..but itz actuali the story of us..
hahaha..god dammyt riana..
serve euu ryte..hah..

euu guyz out ter if euu hve read my blog..bare tiz in mind okey..
if eu found sme1 & euu n0e eu love dat sme1..
ask diply if eu rilly do..afta n0eing the answer,don't hesitate to say "i love euu"
to dat person..even if euu are busy..juz a msg or call away..
"i love euu"..say it a million tymes..or maybe afta reading tiz post..
call ur love ones..& say.."i love euu".. don't waste the precious tyme..
if euu culd..do it n0w & then..haha..tiz iz n0t call crazy euu guyz..
if euu were in my shoes,euu will n0e h0w i feel..
i didn't get the chance to say it as much as eu guyz do..lyke ryte n0w..
if euu guyz happen to be fighting,itz n0t worth it..
taq gune bergadoh..lepas tuh baeq..lpas tuh gadoh..
biler mahu game g2 kan..

fer guyz: evry gerl have their own dream guy..but the most common
gerlz want iz a perfect r'ship..evryting goes smoothly..trying n0t to
make a mystake wich wuld ruin or even scratch a thing..& wat do
gerlz really want from guyz..pampered,attention,loved..most important in r'ships..
TRUST..

fer gerlz:don't tink dat evry guy juz wanna have s** in lyfe..
some are but mostly n0t..aniwaes we gerlz taq tawu kan..
they have to do it s0meh0w...if n0t it wont be healthy fer them..
they cant keep it fer long..& wat do guyz really want fr0m gerlz..
a piece of mind,some space & freedom..most important in r'ship..
TRUST..

if euu trust 1 another..i bet euu..even though wat eva euu guys are dowing..
it w0nt be a prob..koz n0w a dayz..i've been doing my own researched..
lyfe researched..most problems are simply base on TRUST..
i don't trust hym tiz..i don't tust her dat..itz all about TRUST..
yes in lyfe..we are n0t supposed to trust ppl 100%..be it family..
or even bestfren whom euu share ur deepest secret with..
but in r'ships,eu have to have faith in each other..n slowly the trust will grow..
im sure either 1 will rilly sh0w n prove dat they are trust worthy..
so c0me on eu guyzz..treasure hu eva iz in ur lyfe n0w..
do wat eva it takez..n don't regret leta..

till here den..till next update..i guess..eu guyz tc a'aitezz..
tiz iz juz a piece of my mind..peace out..chalobeteh.. ):

tiz will be a long update okey~~

2009-08-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

so ryte..wer shall i begin...lets start fr0m the root..
last sunday..masud asq me out..kiter g tng0q wayang..(G.I JOE)
ciyyan saaayyyaanng..he wanted to watch with me..skaliey da orng laen ajaq..
(taqpe baby..kiter watch proposal kiez..) so jyeah.met masud @ tamp mrt
around 2 plas..actuali jnji kul 1..hahahaha.i was damn fucking late..
abey dyer sempat gi geylang..tng0q barang moto.. -.- so waited lyk half to 45 mins fer hym..
da jmper,off to the cinema..we catch the 2.30pm sh0w..

afta the moviey,i go smokey2 dulu..hehe..tuh mesti tawu..den headed to hyz byke..
& vvrrrroooooommm to ECP..as he has soccer in the evening..futsal @ 6..we reached ECP
@ 5.30 g2..kiter g mac dulu..i grab myself a fillet-o-fish meal..n he stakat mkn double
cheeseburger..n juz the burger..tuh pon taq abezz...haiyyaaa..woryte2..he's off to futsal..
i sat by the side n watch hym play while waiting..iiisshh~~~ peloh2 dorng..mcm aru kuwa
swimming pool siya..so wet~~!! *yuckzz* futsal end @ 8pm.da tuh we chill2..& ton...

(monday) here the kecho part begin..hahaha..da ton 1 hariey taq ckop tawu..the next day,i don't
feel lyk going h0me yet..so i called saaaayyyyaaang..tapy ciiyyyan baby..he nga skola shey..
so bad of me..soriey saaayyaangg..i told hym i was alone & asq if he culd teman me taq..
he rily cab0t skola fer me...so met hym @ tamp mrt..den off to pondoq..lpaq wif hym all the way pai kul 10++ in the nyte..saaayyyaaang rily hve to go den..so jyeah..i boarded 168
bck to woodlands..still nanaq aleq..i met abg faizal @ blk 22..den lpaq jap
while trying hard to get thru manje..den atlast dpt..abg faizal gives us a botle of red-wine..
sedaaaapp jack..dat nyte i drank wif manje n a few frens..but before hand,i've save a bottle
fer saaayyyaang fer the next day..da min0m..maboq..aleq umah manje tdo..i slept @ 5.30am..n woqe up @ 7.45am...

(tuesday) saaayyyaang didn't went to skewl..he cabot again..to myt me..jahat kan aqu niey..
haish..we planned to myt early in the morning..so yeah..bgn @ 7.45am..get ready..n off to myt saayyyaaang @ tamp mrt..wif the bottle of wine..haha..mcm naq min0m jeqq..but im oready @ a bad state..hahaha..rbaq gyler nyer..so yeah..lpaq wif saaayyyaaang again..tiz tyme..we maen game..poker..sape kalah kene min0m dat wine..im okey with it..hahaha..but den saayyyyaaang
cnnt taqe it..but eu have to do it..hahhaa..so more fer me~~!! hahahahah
yeah2..fun tyme..hahaha..n tiz izz the best part eva..
memory gyle nyer..hahaha..i was so drunk dat i kinda shaqe my head..kan lagy feeling..
hahahaha..& i kinda throw my head back...*booomm~~* hahahha..i g0t 1 big bump on my
head..hahahaha..terant0q kuwat gyler nyer..damn dizzy afta dat happen..hahahaha..
da terantoq lagy ktawer2..naq wat lagy...gyler kan..hahaha..hariey pon da mlm..
about 8 plas..saaayyyaang has to go hyz neneq haus..so again off to the busstop,tooq 168 to wdlnds..i went to rc tekong to myt fyqah n jepon as they wanna myt..along the way,smeting hppn..hahhahaha..i was walking,drunk..hahaha..i bang into a wall~~!! hahaha..malu siya~~!!
naseb n0 1 was ter..hahaha..while syting @ tekong,i tink dat i rilly cnnt taqe it..so i called manje
to pick me up..half an hour leta,me n manje are heading bck h0me..(manje's h0me)
ckop tyme d smpai umah dyer..cnnt mas0q plaq..hahahaha..kene lock luwa umah..
around 2++ am,manje wanna make a call..so we searched fer public phn..aru aqu tawu..
marsling sengkek..n0 phn..hahaha..den rase naq kerh toilet plaq..g SPC toilet..den beli air skaliey...duet last kopeq nyer...hahah..troz g block 15..den i asq irshada tr0n..as she blom tdo..
kiter lpaq pai,8 lebyh g2..den aleq to get s0me slipp..

(wednesday) plan unt0q tido kejap den jmper irshada around 12 or 1..hahahaha..due2 taq bgn..
hahahah..den saaayaaang plaq taq ey tr0n..kene g neneq haus..in the end..both of us woqe up @ 5.30pm..but it wasn't a gud slip..tersada2 arh tdo..so stayed her haus the whole day..dary tuesady lapar,hahaha..hariey niey kul 6 ptng aru mkn..manje cook sambal sardine..
(peh pedas naq mamzz) but nice~~ hahaha..lpas mkn mandiey n siyap..kiter due kuwa jln2..ton kat luwa..kecho2..maner naq lyn my gastric yg taq mkn baper hariey..bodoh kan diri kan?? tawu..sedar...

(thursday) met saaayyyaang afta skewl @ tamp mrt..i looq damn rbaq oready..hahaha..*peace*
saayyyaang naq buy me food but i nanaq..den we headed to block 403..lpaq saner..aru
dudoq jap,saaayyyaang naq g toilet..so he went to the toilet while i syt n waited..he go buy
mkn skaliey..he bought fer me half spring chckn rice..nice keperh~~ hahah..but i ate a lil onliey..
trozz kasi dyer abez kan..hehehe..*peace* as usual lpaq,maen kad...tuh larh baby,saper sur0h start syiriq tuh?? kan da susah naq pujok i...hahhaha...*it shows* hmph~! =p
the tyme shows @ 8pm..itz tye to make a move..mcm biaser jgaq naeq 168 g wdlnds..
tapy tibe2 mamad msg..he's been looking evrywer fer me..he even called saaayyyaaang
to look fer me..he bising2 naq tawu wer am i..haha..so i asq permission fr0m saayyyaaang if
i culd go & myt mamad..lpaq ngan dyer kerh aperh..maybe straight tings out..he allowed me
too but i g0t to kip hym update of koz..but eventually,nating hppn..ass usual asq fer patch & stuff..he rilly3 wants me back..he jage maha jager nyer..den he suap mkn smuer..we kinda shed tears together..tiz very nyte..thursday..20.08.09..nangez rbaq nyer..he kinda w0qe me up..
n letting me realise wat i've done all tiz days..taq aleq..tnggl kan my anaq..n the worst iz i mish my anaq damn rbaq..dat i saw tiz lil gerl juz lyk my anaq & on the spot i broke dwn into tears..
& i cant help myself to stop crying..i culdn't..sampai larh the next day..

(friday) me & mamad jmper ace n nad..we went to bottle tree park..nice place..tmpt mkn dyer cam best jeq..i wuld lyk want to try ter 1 day..hahaha..mknan seafood..
mcm menyelere kan arh tuh tmpt..
sat ter the whole day..njoying the view..kacao2 each other..tyme past..it 8++ @ nyte..i chck my phn,i receive a mis kol fr0m my mum..well i've promised n0t onliey saayyyyaaang but masud & mamad too,i will return b4 puase..so i guess itz tyme fer me to leave n0w..& head h0me..
i msg my mum saying soriey..i've made her worried n mad n sad..fer leaving her n my baby juz lyk dat...my mum replied she was n0t mad..she was juz sad i left witout any werdz..leaving her confused..she told me she's on her way bck so myt her..she luvs n misses me soo much..
again i broke d0wn so badly..mamad was ter making me realise all tiz..wat i've d0ne..
betper kejam nyer riana..unt0q meninggal kan anaq nyer..keluarge nyer..tanpe kater2..
i n0e eu guyz..i da sedar..i tawu i taq sepatotnyer wat tuh smuer..so yeah..off to the mrt..tooq the trian to wdlnds..& myt my beloved mum..i salam her,kissed her,hug her..& the ting she kept asking.."nana taqde pape?? nana sihat?? btol?? sumpah?? nana da mkn??"
i ajaq her to the coffee shop near our place..so sambil mkn bley bboal..we sat ter abt an hour or so..dudoq bboal dulu..toqing about me going to werq..afta dat we headed h0me..

pai umah troz get wash up..afta washing up..i lay dwn bside my baby & give her 1 big kiss~~
dammit i mishh her soo much~~!!! hahaha..feel so relief n0w..bck to wer i belong..
dipangkuan keluarge..disamping my anaq..but the saddest ting eva..my mum told me dat my baby culdn't go to slip evry nytez..she will kip on crying & crying..i hve tiz piglet of mine..
(bantal busyuk) hehe..my mum put dat bside my baby..n let her hug it..soon afta she fall aslip..
my mum told me she was luking fer me..she can't find my smell..wer evry baby has a way to smell their mother..i was so dwn~~ y wuld i want to punish my baby lyk tiz?? i n0e eu
guyz..she's innocent..da waqe up niey..

(saturday) so jyeah..today puaser..bgn jeqq..hve to kiss my baby..cnnt say bck to the old lyfe
wer bgn jeqq nating to do on lappy evryday..n0pe..dat wont be it..i will find smeting to do
dat will be worth while..maybe a few hours on lappy won't kill..but i guess since it is the fasting month,i will spent my tyme more on my baby n families..frenz maybe..y n0t..kuwa buker same2..n0t a prob..but 1 ting fer sure..i WILL NEVA EVA leave my baby alone again..i will make sure she WILL N0T get the childhood dat i get..so guyzz..tink b4 ding anityng kiezz...
peace out..chalobeteh..eyy soriey sala..ASSALAMMUALLAIKUM...=]

outz dgn family 1 & 2..the incrediblez..

2009-08-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

yeah 2day hang out wif saayyyyaaang lagy..

i went out around 12 or 1 plas..wif sarah..g0t the bus 903 to causeway..

well dearest inaa was ter..she was waiting fer me @ boots n shoes..

once reach ter,she said dat the boies (yat n sayyyaang) will reach around 15mins..

so we decided to myt @ blk '369'..kwang3..hahaha..so waited fer the boies @ a coffee shop

nearby..bought a drink..i was so thirsty..but i didn't n0e i drink grape? hahahaha..

okeyokey..within minutes they arrived..n we headed to...taq tawu ahh tuh apr block kan..

we sat ter @ a round table..saayyyaang & yat brought along their guitars..
jady~~ade jaming session larh kejap bawah block tuh..hahahaha...but kewl arh..
dorng nyanyi2..chilling orng kater...hahaha..sweeett~~!!

skaliey..skaliey jeq tawu..hahaha..inaa have to head h0me skejap..alaaa~~
so she told us to dudoq @ a park near her house..which iz,tekong park..ciyann sayyyaang..
he hve to carry sarah during the walk..tapy biler da naq pai,he kc yat.. -.- hahaha..

tangan da lengoh larh shey...yes sarah izz heavy..haha..tapy kan~~asl yat angkt sarah will go

ZZZZZ hahaha..instantly..she will juz ZZZZZZZZZZZ..bagoz arh kan..haha..

naq tdo jeqq careq papa yat..hahah..okeykey..so we dudoq kat another round table..

atas bukit..berangin mcm tepy laut perh..hahaha..but kinda sweet though..hahaha..

inaa kan taqder..so sayyyaang was carrying sarah as she was slipping...
maq nyer plaq naq join skaki..hahaha..so i laid dwn on saayyyaang's lap..den yat

kan sorng..he played the guitar..-.- jiwang.. -.- hahaha..romantic kan~~??? hahahahahaha...

dammit larh..hahaha..dlm half an hour inaa pon tron..we sat ter fer abt 45mins or 1 hour,

skaliey naq hujan plaq..(yat arh niey nyanyi2) hmmmm..hahahaha...okeyokey..

itz actuali passing clouds..hahaha..

me & inaa decided to go to rc tekong..ingt taqder orng..puxx btol..ade mng ader arh..

knl mmng knl..skaliey ade yg taq patot ader larh..terlebyh knl..ter goes all my mood mann~~..

dammit~!! okey~~ i didn't wanna toq abt tiz okey..taq naq sebot pon saperh..

fer eu all to n0e..he's an asshole..datz all...=] so yeah..dyer tareq i 1 koner..n toq..

bla bla bla~~!! on and on and 0n~~ bla bla bla~~~ bo lyn..end up inaa was abyt
fcuked up..bcoz of da asshole..so we didn't stay long..

we headed to triple8..planning to enquire phn larh..naq pasang lyne larh kan..haha..

skaliey tuh tmpt taq ley..so decided to go causeway..yeah waited fer bus..n off to

the destination..

smpai saner we had to chnge sarah's diapers..da berat..haha..so yeah headed straight to

the nursery room..chnge her diapers & clothes..n~~~ off to the basement..

skaliey inaa plaq da lmbt..hve to go..jady~~ she left..yat send her..tnggl me sayyyaang &

sarah..we went to enquire fer singtel..end up naq pasang nxt yr..leceh arh lao taq ckop umor..hahah..*peace baby* hhahahaha..=p
so yeah next stop civic centre..dudoq jap...aru lyte ciggiezz,dimaner tgn aqu kene bare lagy..

=[...saqet tawu baby..yat pon kol..so we met hym kat dpn library..& off to block '369'..

lpaq leq2 chill...isap ciggiezz..sarah was super kewl @ tiz part..ktawer taq abez2..

cute perh niey anaq...haha..den luq @ the tyme it show's 6.15pm..yat has to make a move..

jady~~saayyyaang too..=[ pegy bersamer,aleq bersamer..so jln plan2 g busstop..

i purposely miz my bus..naq tnggu dorng naeq bus dulu..naq tng0q baby puas2..hahaha..

*peace* within minutes 168 pon smpai..so salam & all..they boarded the bus..so left me & sarah..
912 pon smpai..naeq bus..n yes @ the 2nd last nyer tmpt ader tmpt dudoq..orng bodo siya..

dnga2 luar full dlm pon? hahaha..so get to syt..aircon pon kuwat..sedap..tapy~~

ciyan baby..he has stand through out the whole journey..tapy saaayyyaang kan strong..

kan kan kan?? hahahhahaha..yeah2..baby riana jgaq..hahaha..da dudoq jeq..aru lps

2 busstop..sarah pon tdo..she must hve been very tired den..so she slept the whole journey..

pai umah pon..den bgn susu..troz tdo aleq.. -.- hahahaha..

den me,naq mkn pon susah.hahaha...hve to cook dulu..but simple dishes..sweee~~

mkn kenyang..ahhahaha..tapy kene teg0r ngan baby..asl mkn skit jeqq..hehe..

mkn maen2..*smiling* so yeah..afta eating & all..here i am syting typing all tiz..hahahahahaha...

so yeah..here are the pixx..taken by inaa..wif n witout noticing..(fantat tol) -.-

tiz was actuali taken wen we visited inaa wen she was sick..di maner kiter mkn maggi..hahatiz was taken wen we naq g block to lpaq afta the meet up @ the coffee shop..inaa nyer keje jgaq..ameq taq tel..don't we luq cute or wat..watz dat baby?? the cutestuff...yeah2~!! *peace*saaayyyaaang n sarah..dammit~!! jelez niey...hahaha...okeyokey..tiz was supposed to be a candid..but it luqz lyke im smilling to it..random siya..haha..tapy mcm lawa plaq i niye..kan kan?? hahha..kewl arh..hahahaha..sayyyaang muker karus maintain tawu..hahah...*peace*

wassup ppl~~!! hahaha...amsm?? hahaha..ape kerh sajer jeqq..hahha..sarah..kiyut kan dyer..isshhqq anaq 1 niey..hahaha...syg dyer many2 larh shey..syg saaayyyaang many2 jgaq..hehe..muaxx eu guyzz~!!

ituh larh citer untoq hariey ini..pnjng?? hahaha..worytezz ppl..till next update..tc yaww..dont take drugs..aperk kerh sajer jeqq...hahahah..peace out...chalobeteh... =]

yeay!! kuwa ngan saayyyaaangg!!

2009-08-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

hey peepzz~! im back..niey tande nyer i lagy rajin naq type..
muahahaha...kk..2day..itz a wednesday..12 august 2009..haha..
i went out wif sayyyaang..we went to catch a moviey..

okeyokey..story dyer gniey..haha..saayyaang say he finish @ 12..but den hyz teacher
kinda extend the lesson..so~~ he finishes @ 3..suddenly i receive a call
from my dearest inaa..she was sick..n yat izz over @ her place..so i decided while waiting fer
saayyyaang,i kua dulu larh..since i da siyap & all..koz nid g0 sheng siong buy stuff..siyap skaliey
troz kuwa..so around 2.30,i went out to myt the 'kukubird' (inaa & yat) hehe..*peace*
i met yat @ tekong park..& i was so desperate to myt dearest inaa as yat say she look's bad..
i told yat to kol her & told her i wanna myt her..so we decided to go her house..
but criouzly..she lookz bad..ciyan inaa..i cant even explain hw it looks lyk..
we stayed n chill @ her cribs while waiting fer saaayyyaang..
juz abt tyme saayyyaang reached inaa's cribs..inaa kinda cook fer us..
(inaa eu n0e i n0e ehq) hahaha..we ate maggi mee..haha..den chill2 jap..
around 4 plas we left her cribs n off to causeway point..we asq yat to tag along
buthe didn't wanna..he insist of us going alone..woryte~~wokey~~hahaha..

saaayyyaaang & me walked all the causeway..we bought the ticket fer 5.30pm sh0w..
citer gereq~~ recommended larh shey..citer 'UP'..kekek jacko~~! hahaha..fun larh siya..afta bought the ticket,we sat @ the carpark fer smokey2..(asap mesin..asap mesin) hahah..
tyme has come..we went fer our moviey..well the moviey lasted standard 2hrs..
criouz..MUST watch show..kirekan special arh fer me..haha..watch wif saayyyaang..haha..
afta the sh0w went back 2 marsling..met my fren si biyol manjer..we bought another
pack of ciggiezz & off to find a place to syt..we walked & walked & end up
sitting dwn @ a playground near blk 205..behynd it actuali..haha..gereq..
me & saaayyyaang play card..we played poker..ciyan baby,kalah bnyaq kaliey..hehe..
*peace* mann im good @ dat game..hahah...@ around 9.30 saayyaang wanna head bck h0me..
so i sent hym to the nearest busstop..awwww..we salam &..hahaha...awwww..*blushing*

2nyte xactly iz lyke a special nyte mann~~ hahaha..itz btween me n saaayyyyaaang...hehe..
blueqqzz!! wow..didn't see dat coming baby..but~~!! *blushing* hehe...
malu2 tapy mahu...ituh mcm..hahaha..amsm?? ahhaha..aper kerh sajer jer..hahaha..
tady da plan naq ameq pixx ngan saaayyyaaang..abey bnyaq bboal troz luper..
so ter wont be any pixx fer t0day's outing den..=[
but~~the pixx of wat hppn will oweas be on mind..hahaha..me & saaayyyaaang ajeqq..hahaha..
*peace* tuh part cnnt share..n03~~ hahahah..kan baby?? hahaha..
korng knfrm piker2 aperh jady..lagy2 yat & inaa..the kukubird..btol2 ntg hppn..
hahaha..suspend kan~~?? hahaha..i n0e..& oh yeah~~ saaayyyaang was xtra cute 2day..
haha..ntah larh aperh nyer..or maybe..hahaha..bcoz of hyz punishment wen he lost..hahaha..
he has to *GELEQ*hahahaha...lagu dangdut~~ wwuuhhh00~~!! he's sooo~~~~~~ cute~~~~~~!!!!!!!hahahaha..*peace baby* ciyan dyer kene bully ehq..come2..hehe..

so jyeah..datz abt it 2day..ntg much to say kan?? hahaha..yeah2..but kewl arh hariey niey..
treasure dip dwn siya..=p so yeah till the next update a'aitezz peepz..tc..dont take drugs..
aperh kerh sajerh...hahahahaha..peace out..chalobeteh.. =p

fuuhhh!! funn tyme!!

2009-08-12T11:30:00.000+08:00

a funn day..tiz was supposed to post yesterday wen i reached h0me
but it was too late..lyk 2.30am? hahahhhha.fun tymee wif my childhood fren..
she has came bck to stay here in marsling..*yeay*
her name was lyn..but i was soo used to kol her childhood name manje..
(but she's so n0t) totally n0t..hah..since we are n0t myting inaa,we planned to go
grandlink..

well i plan to pic up my dear inaa yesterday as she has to werq till late nyte..
but in the end she didn't go to werq,as she is down wif fever...
so i guess let her rest more then..wont kacao her..since tiz 'manje' wants to go
out wif me..woryte~~ kiter kuwa..she came to my house around 2 in the n00n..
we sat fer awhile..den we're off to causway point..she has to withdraw s0me keching2..
den off to buy her new memory card (kembang nyer budaq) hahahaha..
& off to queenstown...

0nce we alighted fr0m the bus (saqet perh pantat) haha..we walked to
queenstown shopping centre..boring perh tuh tmpt..da kechyk..hahah..
but den we went ter juz fer the toilet..we didn't walk around or wat so eva..
straight to the toilet n god dammit..hhahaha..toilet peh besar..lagy besar dary
biliq tdo aqu..criouz shyt..padahal tuh tmpt case tmpt lame n bur0q n small..
toilet clean n BIG..okey arh..gerlz best place..hahaha.. *peace*
den ff to eat @ 'mad dog' haha..off to eat mac..i didn't n0e she use to werq ter..
so derz a fren of her's..hahah..soyal..we order skit jeqq tawu..
but wat came to us is a full tray..kenyang banget larh sheyy..apple pie,nugget smuer jln troz..

hahaha..mkn fwee~~~!! okey perh..hahaha...afta eating off to smokey2..
den we walked slwly to the busstop..da kenyang giler taq larat naq walk..=p
so we waited fer bus 51..straight bus to grandlink..kekek arh tyme dlm bus..
we laugh through out the whole journey..haha..datz wer,cam-hore starts..soyal arh kiter2
niey..ameq2 pixx ktawer2 mcm kiter nyer bus g2.hahaha...*peace*
evry1 were lyk luqing @ us,& we are lyk juz njoying & ignoring the surrounding...
hahahaha..kewl tyme arh dgn c kentot niey..hahahaha..so i called masud n asq if he wantz
to tag along..*yeay* he dyd..so we myt up @ grandlink entrance & off to KARAOKE!!
hahahaha..masud step nanaq syng..hahaha..nyanyi jgaq..njoy~~

me n lyn da taq btol..terpekyk terpukao kiter..maqy2 smuer..hahaha..giler peh bdaq..
wen itz over,lyn soyal g jmper kwn dyer & minum..i cnnt follow..masud ader..=[
so masud send me back h0me on vvrrr0000mmm2~~!! hyz sonic 125Z..weeeeeeeee~~~~~~
rempyt jeq keje dyer..isshhqq~~taqper manje nnty qu peh turn..sunday kerh..
wuuhh000~~!!! hahahaha..reached mrsling me n masud sat fer awhile..
once itz past midnyte masud drag me to the bank to chck hyz pay da mas0q blom..
n yes~~!! da masoq..hahah..he bought me a new pack of ciggiess...since mine da abezz..
hahaha..tanxx dear...fuuhhh~~!! melecet~~!! hahaha..kk..(ape ker sajer jer~~)haha!!
@ around 1am masud proceed h0me..& i hve to wait fer dat manje..fantat lmbat..hahaha..
she reached marsling @ 1plas..so we syt n chat n smokey2 dulu..till itz 2am..i rily hve to
go den..manjer maseh naq lpaq plaq..so she lpaq lor wif ntah saper the guy'z name..
ahh yess..Ein..haha..n me aleq,mandiey,bomb~!! tdo~~!! hahahaha..
aniwaess,niey larh gamba2 kiter cam-hore..njoy ktawer iyer~~~~
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..featuring the sengetzz *luq dwn*hahahaha

the silly faces of us..padahal taq plan tawu..duer2 samer..hahaha..laen ehq my face..soriey abyt dark..but i cant deny dat i look damn diff n pweettty in tiz pixx..do i?? ryte?? hahaha...i n0e..don't mention it..*peace*thizz iss her..the kecho gerl..lyn manjer..hahaha..tembam ehq?? her face doesn't chnge fr0m wen i knew her..from the moment i 1st saw her..mcm jiwang plaq..but itz true..muke taq ubah siya..she's as same as me..muker dary kechyk taq ubahs..haha.. =p& there we are...the two biolzz..hahah..12 yers of frenshyp & still counting on..& the best part,kiter taq pena gadoh..haha..ape naq gado? asik ktawer n0n-stop..evry1 has prob but b0th of us,we put all dat aside wen we're together unless we wanna share.lao taq,njoy~~!! mary kita njoy~~!!! hahha...

& datz the end of my story..hahaha.smpai sini je larh hajat aqu buat kaliey ini..zaman dulu mandiey air perigi,zaman moden mandiey air paip..jgn taqot kiter akan jmper lagy,kalao larh aqu rajin naq type..cheyy cheyy cheyy...hahahahaha..random siya...kewl perh..hahhaaha...peace out..chalobeteh.. =]

tiring,pssd off,bored day

2009-08-10T06:37:00.000+08:00

today,my mum was supposed to werq..
but she didn't go to werq..(awwwww,whining)
so~~knfrm tiring & psst off day...hahaha..
wif all the demand & nagging & screaming.. -.-
"nana do tiz!! nana do dat!!"
guess wat..while i was typing lyke ryte n0w,she's screaming my name..
"nana tolong ibu sini!!" kinda ignore to finish this 1st..
but she make it longer.."nana!! nana!!" & i hve to paused evrytye she screamed my name..
mcm taq sabar plaq maq aqu niey..rileq larh mother..
isshhqqq~~btol taq ley nmpaq i senang..*sot in the brain*
blom lagy pape da sot..hahaha..yeah hve to do the house chores,cooking,
go to the market..pphheewww~~ haish...*eyes rolling*
i'll be tired due to the tingz i hve to do..
i'll be psst bcoz of her screaming n demanding..
i'll be darn bored koz i was forced to do all tizz..dammit..*sulky face*

a'aitezz till here den..quite short huh? till the next update..peace out..chalobeteh..
don take drugz tawuu..(ape ke sajer jer) hahahaha... =]

outing wif {ehem} hahaha~~

2009-08-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

fuhh~~ today..national day..btol nyer celebrate siya~~

hahaha..well..i went out n myt my 'saaayyyaangg'~~
@ 1st both of us are stuck wif family..
he has to follow hyz mum..n i hve to follow my mum..

he went to ikea n courts..taq tawu larh beli aperh..

n i went to my neneq house..my mum plan naq BBQ..

tapy mlm..dammit..taq BBQ..tapy taqper~~
njy0ing myself wif 'saaayyyaang'... *peace*

so while i was @ neneq house,had my lunch.. (mee rebus) n0t fav..but okey larh.. =p

den sat n play around wif daughter..degyl nyer bdaq nanaq tdo..hah~

@ 3.30pm,my abg sdare told me dat he will be going to tamp too..

since saaayyyaang' was @ tamp..i told hym i met hym der den..

around 4 plas,i went out wif my abg sdare as he has to buy smetingz fer hyz

newborn baby gerl..(congratzz) well dat sure took a long tyme... *sigh*

pusing2 1 punggol plaza..while 'saaayyyaang' iz njoying hyz fud wif hyz fam..

so around 4.30pm,he msg saying dat he'll be myting me @ tamp @ 5..

the same place wer i 1st met hym..tamp mrt cntrol station..

dammit i was late..im still @ punggol..hehe.. (soriey saaayyaang)

after buying all the stuff..wich iz alot..*eyes rolling*

my abg sdare pemalas naq naeq bus,aniwae im late..

so we flag a cab to tamp..i told 'saaayyyaang' dat i will be taqing cab and
dropping off opposite the library..datz wer he waited fer me..

we actually plan to watch movie dat tyme..planning to watch G.I JOE..

but dat plan was cancel and~~~~ hahahahaha...end up we sat n lpaq @ tamp..

fuuhh~~ another drinking day fer me...*peace*

instead of watching movie,we went to drink..

dudoq plaq sblah blk ade cine maty..syian tuh orng..
kiter njoy2 minum..dyer terlentang..hahaha (HAPPY 44TH BIRFDAY S'PORE~~!!)

celebrating yeah~~!! haha...after drink2 den lpaq2..

around 9.30pm, 'saaayyaaang' wanted to send me back..

so off to the busstop n took 168 straight bck to wdlnds..

we had a whole long chat~~ i mean it long..fuhh~~ taq stop2 ehq baaabby?

hahahaha..yeah..we toq n n0e each other betta..well to me larh it seemz

we have lyke alot in common..haha..haha..okey perhh~~?
once we reach wdlnds..it'z lyke the nyte izz still young..

so we decided to lpaq @ "369" hahaha..amsm~??

yeah we syt n chat again..bboal ngan dyer niey kan,gusi kering siya..

bnyaq ktawer~~~!! he's a kewl dude mann..dammit he izz..so cute~~! =p

around 11.20pm kiter pon bergeraq baleq..we walked to the same busstop..

he took 168 bck while i took 912.. (192 ehq baby??) hahahah..

yeahh2~~fuhh~~ fun tyme..btw dary smlm siya~~aqu asik dperbodo2 kan.. =[
sad tawuu..hmph! taqper korng..ade ubi ade batas..laen hariey bley balas..cheyy cheyy cheyy..

hahahaha..WTF?? hahah..(wat the fork) hahaha..

n oh yeah..btw..yesterday..on the 8th of august..my dad went shopping..

taq tawuu plaq dyer aper angin..hahah..so he kinda bout me new shoes n jacket.
mcm tawu2 ajeqq..hahaha..my shoes dammit itz PINK~~! but~~wif my most unfav colour..

purple -.- hahaha..aniwaes..tanx to daddy..hw totful..haha..get new stuff..taq mntaq pon..
daddy's lil gerl larh kater kan..haha..yeah2..so here are the photos of t0day's outing

n the shoes i've g0t..jacket blom ade pixx larh..once i g0t it,i'll update again..a'aitezz..
jmpot larh tngoq gamba... *tngoq bwah* hahaoh yeahh..didn't i mention? I.P.ZONE larh shey..but i n0w taq perlu..bley nmpaq sndri..hahah..*peace* n n0w tyme fer the outing pixx..here we go~~~vodka and winner anione?? fuuhh~~ GAJIEY~~!!hahahaha..*peace*
cute kan 'saaayyyaang'?? hahahaha..kewl perrhh..nga bboal paused ameq gamba...kiyut perh niey kitty~~nga lpaq nmpaq cat cat..den t00k pix of it..remind me of my cat..sweet tang..

so yeah..datz about it fer today..n0t rily dat much..hahaha..till next update den..peace out..chalobeteh..don't take drugs tawuu..hahah..(ape ke sajer jeq~~) haha..blueeqqxx~!! =]

omg~~!!!!

2009-08-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

omg~~!! the saddest day of my lyfe..tiz myte be a small post
but eu guyzz..it means alot to me..im gonna loose my bel0ved cat~!!
i juz post abt it..the nxt ting i knew,itz gonna be given away...
my siblings especially my systa,decided to give it to the SPCA..
they say the SPCA will taqe good care of it..but dammit~!
i don trust ppl~~!!! wif my cat badly injured lyke dat..
if they rily help tank god den..bt wat if they....*paused*
oh god dammit!!!! tiz culd n0t be happening..
but i culdn't stop them..they've made their decisions..
they are preparing to gave her away n0w.. T.T
arrrggg~~! itz hard to see her go okey..*luqing away*
so her pictures are the onliey ting left of her..
memories..tiz wuld be the last to hear her voice..but,in pain..*tears rolling*
do tc gramz..gonna miss eu..hope they rily treat eu well..
eu guyz may thought dat watz the big deal..itz just a cat..
she's N0T JUZ a cat..she's family...*sigh*
till here den...peace out..chalobeteh...

another day @ h0me

2009-08-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

fer the FUNtastic four..susan reporting!! haha..

ohh well an0ther day @ h0me..

so another day of facing the lappy..

but n0t completely..hahaha..

koz itz saturday..so culd n0t miss my HINDUSTAN..

hahaha..culdn't miss dat..must n0t..cumpolsury to watch fer me..

hahahaha..juz love it mann..kewl stuff huh?

well~~ kinda learning h0w to speak 'hindi'..hehe.. *peace*

but get tiz straight guys..itz diff from tamil & indian..hmmm

im ready to be test..hahaha.. *geleq2 bontot*
try me... =p

fer today i kinda woqe up late..lyke as late as 1.30pm??
hahaha..yeahh..njoying my sleeping beauty..dammit datz nice..

hahaha..woqe up n get all wash up..den off to lappy..

together njoying my BIG HUGE cup of coffee..fuhhh~~ GAJIEYY~~!

hhhahhaha..juz the way i loike it..coffee with 1 SCOOP of sugar..

caaiir~~ boie~~...hahaha..

but god dammit..im kinda a lil psst off wif my dad..
if he doesn't throw my cat out the other nyte,she wont be lyke hw she iz n0w..

she met wif an accident..dammit..evn though i 'bully' her alot..

dammit i love her..itz been yrs we took care of her..

eva since she was lyke a baby..i use to slept wif her n all..

she had an accident once..wer by she fell off from the window..

guess wat..itz lyke 9 storeys high..n she survive..miracle huh?

cats~~...my syster use to park her byke unda my void deck..

so my cat kinda drag herself to my syster'z byke..smart of her..*frowning*

datz wer my syster found her..wif a broken leg n tear lips..

dammit i pity her..

the day after my syster tooq a day off n brought my cat to the animal hospital..

mount pleasant hospital..was dat the spelling? errrr.. *eyes rolling*

but tizz wass long tyme ago~~...
n yesterday my brader saw my cat..after she met wif the accident..

gosh..she injured the same leg again.. =(
n there's a small cut on her lips..but i tink she wuld be fine..

hopefully..here are some photo's taken after all the accident..

tiz was taqen after the operation..but sadly..n0thing could be d0ne..koz it was complicated..her broken bone are lyke above the other..hw shall i explain tiz..itz hard okey..*ouch* so all she can get iz casting n let it heal itself..pity her..n look @ the swollen lip.. hw sad her face culd be..she hppns to be so cute..izin't she?

wen we just brought her bck h0me..afer medication..she was left to rest..she's lyke a princess eu n0e..i mean lyke the whole family went to the hospital juz to fetch her..evn though my mum hate cats alot..she was there to pick her up too..hah..deep within she do cares.. *yeay*

hw adorable she izz...slipping wif my syster..hu really tooq care of her..she's the 1 (syster) hu lyke spend almost 2 thousand on my cat..hospital bills..wow..i n0e..itz n0t cheap eu guyz..itz lyke my syster'z whole salary..
tiz was just taken a few minutes ago..she was place outside the haus..in a box..wth? my dad still doesn't want her in..hw culd he..he was the 1 hu brought her bck..n n0w he's acting lyk tiz? *fcuked up* look @ her sad n painful face..she must be in deep pain ter..hang in ter baby..look @ hw sad she izz..she didn't even touch the food dat was given..she just left it ter..n it was her favourite..it was a heartache okey..it rily was..to see her juz lyk dat..hopefully she recover soon..T.T btw my cat was given a name..last minute aru teringt naq blng name..*tepoq dahi* hahaha..her name was 'Gramlyn' =] due to her voice wen she was 1st brought h0me..suare seraq2 basah..it was grams..but lyke wierd ryte..so added a few werdz n ter it iz..gramlyn..hah..

dat'z fer today a'aitezz guyzz..till the next update..maybe tomorrow..koz i have the feeling im going out tomorrow..so i'll update eu guyz wattz burning a'aitezz..btw,i'm stuck wif the song i kinda hate..FIRE BURNING..(somebody call 911..fire shawty burning on the dance floor..whoaa~~) hahaha...dammit~~!! *peace* chalobeteh~~!

all f*** up

2009-08-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

tizz wuld be another posting fer the day..
& i'm damn freaking psst off..!
smuer nyer salah aqu..smuer nyer salah aqu..
korng smuer btol..wth~~!
dammit family..all they n0e iz nag & nag..n more nagging..
kuwa dary umah niey pon canteqq..
fuhhh.rileqqzz riana~~..*breath in & out*

even though itz n0t my fault..i'm to blame fer evryting..
watz wrong wif blaming..okey fine i don mind eu wanna blame me
or wat eva shyt dat izz..don't eva dare calling me names..
stupid ass****...! eu don't hve to call me supid n stuff...
don't eu guyz eva get it?? the more eu guyz act tiz way,
the worst my attitude wuld be..
i hve felingz too eu n0e..don hve to act as if i don't..
as if korng jeqq ader prasaan..WTH?!
come on larh..waqe up..
don't eu guyz see..im sh0wing my attitude from bad to worst..
fr0m the way eu guyz treat me..
eeerrrrggg~~~!!!! geramm perrhh~~!! *head banging*

nvm..i shall cool off afta s0me tyme..
all i nid to do izz taqe a deep breathe n blow out slowly..*sigh*
till the next update.. *kewling myself off*
peace out..chalobeteh..

new posting

2009-08-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

woryte..wer shall i begin..
errr..itz been a long tyme since i updated my blog..
so tiz will be a new start..

i've lyke deleted my old posts..

itz the past..so didnt wanna drag the whole ting..

so jyeah..didn't do much today..

sat @ h0me the whole day..

gosh it so damn boring..

if onliey terz smeting i could do..

rather den facing the lappy the whole day..

gosh i miss my laling inaa..hah..she n dat BIG n i mean it HUGE lover of her..yatt..

damn they looq soo well together..last long tawuu korng..

dey n their ideas..hmmm..

so dey kinda hook me up on a blind date..wif yatt's best budss..apul..

so yeah.. kinda get to noe tiz tiny weeny small 'guy'...hehe
okey he's n0t dat tiny weeny small guy bt he's small..
over all fine the truth reveals..he's cute..n i mean it..cute!! charming..kewl guy..
n0t bad fer a small boie..haha..
taqmo kembang ehq saayyaangg..hahaha..
get to know hym lyke i don rily remember wen..haha..
we went to pasir ris park dat day..we syt n chat as nrmal..
making frens n stuff..noeing each other betta..afta dat day onwardz..

we start to lpaq..it lookz lyke we're getting closer..

dat wen inaa came out of tizz idea..

we call ourself 'The Fantastic Four'

but i kinda edyt it..'The 'FUN'tastic Four'..kewl shyt huh..

we oweas hve a whole bunch of laughter..haha..

missing my frens though..last i met dem was lyke 2 days ago..haha..

we hang out..we laugh..rily njoying myself den..wif my baby gerl n all..

happiey moments fer each and evry1 of us..especially the couples..{yatt n inaa}

even my baby laughs to all our joke..mcm phm jeqq tuh bdaq..haha..

if onliey the tyme would onliey stays ter..wow..rily..njoy pai tergoleq siya tuhh..fuhhh..

watz dat yatt?? "GAJIEYY~~!" haha..hyzz fav werd..hahaha..taq sah lao taq dnga tuh werd

dary dyer..hahah..inaa pon da blaja..hah..kewl stuff..

here's the latest photo taken..wich we had whole lot of fun..njoy..haha..

haha featuring family num 1..hahaha..riana n apul..

wif baby fyaa..*peace* i{N}ana..the dearest of all n tizz izz the 'small' boie i was toking abt..apul..isn't he cute or wat..haha..

featuring my baby fyaa..

n last but n0t least..the couples..yatt n inaa..wif fyaa..

family num 2.. hahaha..peace..

till here den..till my next update..maybe wen it c0mez to our next outing..

hahah..den ter shall be smeting to update abt..haha..chalobeteh...