itz been a few days n0w..saayyyaang has n0t kol or msg me..
he's been ignoring me..n0t answering to all my msgs..
i have yet to try calling hym though..too afraid to do so..
n0t even 1 msg..i n0e he will n0t update hyz blog but he will read ours..(mine,inaa's & yat's)
damn i mish hym..wer iz he? wat he's doing? hw is he?
evrytyme my phone rang,i was expecting fer hyz msg..but it turn out to be n0t..
we talked about tiz..he agreed..he say he was okey wif it..fer the 1st 2 days..
we were as normal..but afta dat..it was a sudden silent..
i waited fer hyz call..waited fer hyz msg..waited fer hym to be onlyne..
it sh0ws hw much he iz rily avoiding me..i'm soriey cause i n0e im in the wrong here..
but ppl make mystake..& onliey fr0m ter they learn..
i've learned myne..i just lost sme1 i love truely..
it was n0t an act saayyyaang..i've told euu..itz true..
im still holding on to ur werdz..wer by euu told me..
"i will oweas be here" =.........[
& im still wearing ur ring..hah..evn though i get f*** fer dat..
i don care..*rolling tears*
if onliey i knew tiz wuld hppn,if i knew the future before hand..
i wont do tiz..i wont let euu slip out of my hand..
i'm soriey baby..plz forgive me..
atleast a last msg or smeting..instead of tiz sudden silent..
itz killing me okey..eu may tot im hapiey out here..
but criouzly truely,im N0T..
im squeezing my head tingking of euu..
evn though i happen to be wif hym..i d0n't think he's ter @ all..=[
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haha..okey tiz whole ting random okey...
it juz came into my mind..haha..
im good @ composing music..but n0t rilly a poem..
hahaha..itz n0t aniway..may sound lyke..but itz actuali the story of us..
hahaha..god dammyt riana..
serve euu ryte..hah..
euu guyz out ter if euu hve read my blog..bare tiz in mind okey..
if eu found sme1 & euu n0e eu love dat sme1..
ask diply if eu rilly do..afta n0eing the answer,don't hesitate to say "i love euu"
to dat person..even if euu are busy..juz a msg or call away..
"i love euu"..say it a million tymes..or maybe afta reading tiz post..
call ur love ones..& say.."i love euu".. don't waste the precious tyme..
if euu culd..do it n0w & then..haha..tiz iz n0t call crazy euu guyz..
if euu were in my shoes,euu will n0e h0w i feel..
i didn't get the chance to say it as much as eu guyz do..lyke ryte n0w..
if euu guyz happen to be fighting,itz n0t worth it..
taq gune bergadoh..lepas tuh baeq..lpas tuh gadoh..
biler mahu game g2 kan..
fer guyz: evry gerl have their own dream guy..but the most common
gerlz want iz a perfect r'ship..evryting goes smoothly..trying n0t to
make a mystake wich wuld ruin or even scratch a thing..& wat do
gerlz really want from guyz..pampered,attention,loved..most important in r'ships..
TRUST..
fer gerlz:don't tink dat evry guy juz wanna have s** in lyfe..
some are but mostly n0t..aniwaes we gerlz taq tawu kan..
they have to do it s0meh0w...if n0t it wont be healthy fer them..
they cant keep it fer long..& wat do guyz really want fr0m gerlz..
a piece of mind,some space & freedom..most important in r'ship..
TRUST..
if euu trust 1 another..i bet euu..even though wat eva euu guys are dowing..
it w0nt be a prob..koz n0w a dayz..i've been doing my own researched..
lyfe researched..most problems are simply base on TRUST..
i don't trust hym tiz..i don't tust her dat..itz all about TRUST..
yes in lyfe..we are n0t supposed to trust ppl 100%..be it family..
or even bestfren whom euu share ur deepest secret with..
but in r'ships,eu have to have faith in each other..n slowly the trust will grow..
im sure either 1 will rilly sh0w n prove dat they are trust worthy..
so c0me on eu guyzz..treasure hu eva iz in ur lyfe n0w..
do wat eva it takez..n don't regret leta..
till here den..till next update..i guess..eu guyz tc a'aitezz..
tiz iz juz a piece of my mind..peace out..chalobeteh.. ):
